the saddest thing i will ever post

Guillermo del Toro is no longer directing the hobbit. this sounds like a trivial thing, but i am legitimately depressed by this. I cant think of another director that would be as good as him for the movies. Absolutely horrible.

http://movies.ign.com/articles/109/1093748p1.html

change

Oh you lit my eyes on fire
now i cant see inside of my own head
I tried to feel around but i got lost
now im laying in a coffin when im laying in my bed
and oh this hurricane
gonna take me down, gonna strip me to my name
and oh the story goes
if i ever wake up i wont wake up the same

dreams 2

so remember how i said i was gonna try and record my dreams? No, i didnt forget about it, ive just woken up every morning realizing my dreams are quite literally unexplainable. If i did attempt it, it would result is some kind of confusing massive paragraph littered with impressively long run on sentences. My settings change without warning every 5 seconds. Ill be swimming in some kind of sewer, hoist myself out of the water onto a ledge into a nice furnished room with all my friends, then look back to find the sewer has turned into some kind of hybrid of del monte mall, a steam factory, and dennis the menace park, with people rope swinging into the water. None of this phasing me. And thats just a 5-10 second snippet of a very very long journey that will ensue.

That was a piece of one of my dreams a few days ago. Im not going to bother elaborating. Point being, Im not gonna try to record my dreams, void my last post.

on a more interesting note:

dreams

I havent been sleepin too wonderful lately, i wake up at least 5 times in the middle of the night. The main reason possibly being the insane amount of insane dreams ive been having. My dreams have always been way out there, mostly unexplainable, but theyve never come with such frequency as they have been the past month-ish. I like remembering my dreams, they throw my head into weird places even after ive woken up, and often set my state for the rest of the day, for better or worse.

This being said, i think im gonna try and record my dreams on this blog. Key word: try. Like i said, most of my dreams are completely unexplainable, like some kind of visual storm. We'll see how it goes.

wow

and




aaahhhhh holy crap.

gahh

ive been wanting to post a new blog, but everything on my mind right now im not gonna write. I will say, however, that sanity is quickly losing ground to every other whirling emotion. I feel like im on a crazy roller coaster and i still cant find a way to get it to either arrive safely at the boarding dock, or just get it to crash already.

on the simpler side, this is a great band.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mhwufCg7THM&feature=related

sorry, wont let me embed.